Right now, and for the past several months, I have struggled with sitting down and actually writing anything on this blog. I've toyed with the idea of stopping the blog all together and moving on, just living life as it comes. But then I remember why I started the blog in the first place: to have a place to record life and the way it is happening right now, little notes here and there about our days so we can look back and remember it just the way it was. It seems that since Sarah was born, all I have really posted about is her monthly updates (or lack thereof these past few months...). I'm sure I could come up with all kinds of excuses for why I haven't written like I'm too busy with Sarah, or life is hectic and I am tired, or even blogging is too time consuming. And while those may be appropriate sometimes, really it's just that I am caught up in the middle of living it all right now. I'd rather spend time being a good mommy to Sarah and wife to Eli. This time is precious to me and is going by so very fast.
Thanks for bearing with me as my posts are few and far between these days. I'll hop back on the blogging horse soon enough. But for now, I'm enjoying my sweet girl who is learning to stand on her own, trying new foods every day, chatting up a storm in her sweet little voice, and looking at her Daddy and I like we hung the moon. We are so undeserving of her little heart so full of love for us.
I am so afraid of these days going by too fast. So instead of operating on the fear of how fast time is flying, I'm going to enjoy the present.
Be back soon with a recap of things that have happened and Sarah's past few months.
